I left quietly
I left quietly
As a matter of fact, I liked a boy secretly. I thought he must do not know the truth, because I always hided the special love in my heart. I felt happy when stayed with him together. I cherished it so much. Maybe I was unwilling to lose the friend, so I enjoyed the short happiness quietly. I hoped so much he also took a fancy to me, but I knew it was impossible. I was so ordinary among the girls, however, he was so excellent. I appreciated him. Because he let me know more about the online game, of course the Sho Online Mun. To stay with him, I accepted more happiness.
Sometimes I hoped so much I became a beautiful angel. Maybe at that time, I did not have the anguish. I knew how to express my love easily. Maybe more people loved me and they undoubtedly would like to do something for me. However, it only appeared in the magic dream. In the real life, I could not become the lucky girl boys were fond of. But no matter how, I should be satisfied. Because the boy I loved would like to share happiness with me. Sho Mun belonged to him, and also belonged to me. The wonderful virtual world broadened my vision and made the life more colorful.
Until one day, I thought I should forget him and stay away from him. Because it was so painful when I saw him talking happily with another beautiful girl. I told myself I should give up the magic love. Everything was just my illusion, he could not love a girl so ordinary as me. It was undoubtedly broken-hearted. I loved him but I had to leave him. Because I loved him, what I could do was only giving my best wishes for him. I hoped in the future days, he lived happily with the girl he loved. Then I left quietly. I also quitted the online game, the interesting Sho Online gold. I had to do that. I must forget him then my life could come back to normal.
It was the best way. I was sure. Even though I was unwilling to let go, but I had no choice. I was only an ordinary person in his life, except the friend, I meant nothing to him. I should distract my attention from him and the attractive Sho gold as soon as possible. Because I should begin the new life.
During the half a month, I always tried my best to forget everything about him. I did not buy Sho Online gold any more, and I also did not telephone him. I was sure I was right. Because he did not give me any call during the periods. How stupid I was.